Hi was asked when I got water baptized if I wanted to be baptized in the Holy Spirit and speak in tongues. My knowledge of what that meant was very limited and it scared me terribly so while I said yes to the leaders, Internally I told God ‘no thanks.. thats not for me’. Over the following two or three weeks however I became deeply convicted for rejecting that gift in my heart. I was alone in my apartment one evening repenting and crying about it, asking probably for the hundredth time for Him to baptize me. He did.. it was a glorious encounter and hard to even explain how I felt, other than so amazed that Jesus truly did see me and hear me, since I was alone, nobody prayed for me when it happened.. it was just a direct gift and answer to my very private prayers. This was an amazing revelation as I had very recently been saved and was still learning about what direct access I truly had to God